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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

...Memories....

I still remember this date...24th December 2008....the date that has change everything for the whole year (2009)....hmmm...not the sweetest memories to remember now but it was before...before everythings went wrong....deep down inside, i'm still wish things could be working out as planned....but who am i...???i was nobody....i'm not God who makes everythings happen as He wish...but i do trust Him as He knows better....when He tested us, it means He loves us and He wants the best for us...i'm moving on and i'm praying that this year will be better than last year...InsyaAllah....

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Sepi

Salam semua....

Maaflah, saya sengaja menyepikan diri buat seketika...

Terlalu banyak yang terjadi dalam 2 bulan kebelakangan ini..

Apa yang terjadi menuntut kesabaran yang bukan sedikit...

Kekuatan yang ada tak menjamin saya kuat untuk menghadapinya...

Kisah silam yang ingin saya lupakan...hmmm....

InsyaAllah....saya mampu...

Monday, January 4, 2010

Lalat-Lalat Yg Berkenaan...!!!

Arrrrrggggghhhhhh....tensionnyer....ader lalat2 yg ganggu idup aku nih...oooo, skang dah berani nak mencabar kesabaran aku yerrr.....xper...ari ni ari lalat2 sekalian....ingat la weiiihhh...kter x selalunyer berada di atas...Allah tu Maha segalanyer...Doa orang yang dizalimi selalunyer lebih didengari...aku cuma xnak cari gaduh jerr...Ya Allah, nape la aku ni baik sgt...???dah kena pijak kepala pun, masih leh wat baik ngan lalat2 tu....lau aku nk wat jahat kat lalat2 ni, dah lama aku leh wat semudah memetik jari jerrr....tapi aku still ingat dosa pahala la weiii...masa korang akan tiba....tunggu la.....

Sunday, January 3, 2010

BBQ

Malam semalan, my neighbour wat BBQ party...juz for fun...we're invited...so, lepas maghrib, ktrg was d 1st yg arrived...hahaha...arang pun baru nk berasap jerr...bila makanan letak jer atas meja, trus i & my sister g sambar...kelaparan siott...hehehe...x senonoh btul anak dara 2 org ni...ayah pun apa lagi join skaki lerrr...

On d way to neighbour hse...cam jauh jer..padahal selang 1 umah...hehehe

Time to serang...

Syiokk menketedarah...btul kerr???hehehe

Banyak dowh sy makan malam semalam...sampai senak perut...hehehe...dah la org yg 1 st datang dlm kul 7.30 camtu..kul 9 lebey kat situ lagi...makan...sampai org len yg baru dtg xder tpt nk makan...ktrg conquer...hehehe...nak jalan balik pun malas coz kenyang yg teramat...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2009

Tahun 2009 baru jer berlalu...
Apa azam tahun baru sy yer...???
Hmm, azam tahun lepas pun ader yg belum tercapai...
Hopefully tahun ni bawak tuah buat sy..
Tahun 2009 terlalu banyak mencatat
kisah duka buat sy...
Banyak benda yg jadi...
Tapi alhamdulillah, sy masih tabah mengharunginyer...
So, sekarang ni, sy nak bukak buku baru...
Lupakan kisah2 yg x best tu...
Jadikan segalanyer sbg 1 pengajaran
agar ianyer tidak berulang lagi pada tahun ni...InsyaAllah...
(^_^)

New Zealand Vacation

Salam Tahun Baru sume...Alhamdulillah, di tahun 2010 ni, sy masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas di atas bumi yang indah ini...('',)...seperti yg dijanjikan, nk cerita sikit pengalaman pergi bercuti ni New Zealand...Kitorang pergi sana from 05/12/2009 - 19/12/2009 seramai 8 orang tuk bercuti & Ayah Su's (pakcik-adik ibu yg paling bongsu). graduation day..wow, ramainyer...Sy, tokwan, tokwanDi, Ayah Mae, Umi, Ahmad, Zatty & Elin (3 org ni cousin sy-anak Ayah Mae & umi)...Sayangnyer, ibu & ayah saya xdapat ikut sama....Lau tak, mesti lagi best...

Pakcik sy bertolak dr KK ke KL, yang lain2 sume bertolak dari KB..Cuma sy & Ahmad jer yang memang tinggal kat KL...So, kitorang gather kat KLIA...Yang lain2 dah check-in trus dr KB...just transit kat KLIA...Sy, pakcik & anak lelaki dia tu check-in kat KLIA jer....masa nk check-in tu, leh lak petugas kaunter MAS tu g delete nama salah seorang dari cousin sy...ni sume sbb dia keliru ngan kitorang nyer 1st name...kecoh lak kejap masa tu...yer la...bengang gler...tp nasib baik settle...kitorang nyer flight bertolak kul 9.30 pm 04/12/2009.

KLIA International Gate

Sampai Auckland International Airport rasenyer dalam kul 12 tghari waktu NZ...Beza waktu 5 jam jer tapi dari ari sampai hingga waktu balik, sy blurr jer ngan masa n tarikh...huhuhu...trus lost...dari sana, ktrg kena amik 2 domestik flight dr Auckland - Wellington & Wellington - Dunedin...penat siot....sampai umah ayah su lebih kurang kul 6.30 pm waktu sana...sampai2 jer, kitorang trus kena jamu ngan daging kambing biri2 bakar, tomyam seafood , sayur gorang& desert pic sira+aiskrim yg amat best....pandai gak arr pakcik aku ni masak...sume ni dia yg masak sorang tau...

Percutian kali mmg best gle sbb sepanjang 2 minggu tu, mmg pack ngan aktiviti ronda2 sekitar south island ni n of course xle lupa aktiviti SHOPPING...hehehe...kitorang g melawat sekitar bandar Dunedin, Christchurch, Mount Cook, Queenstown, Te Anou, Milford Sound & macam2 tempat lagi la...yg teramat best sbb scenery dia teramat cantik sangat...bayangkan kitorang tangkap gambar hampir 4 ribu keping...kering arr poket sy nk g cuci gambar nanti...Ada gambar yg dah sy upload dlm facebook tp x byk coz malas gler bila pk byk sgt gambar yg nak kena upload...huhuhu...

University of Otago

Konvo ayahsu jatuh pd 12/12/2009...dia amik PHD in oral medicine...memang bangga sgt jadi anak sedara ayahsu tau..hehehe....K la, sebenarnyer dah ngantuk gler ni...nak tdo...zzzzzzzz

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Year's Eve

Malam new year, sy, ibu, ayah & aisyah went to gombak, umah mak ngah...plan sebenar nak g amik karipap...alang2 tu sambut new year trus kat sana...lagipun, ada 1 area kat taman permata, gombak tu leh tgk bunga api kat sekitar kawasan KL including KLCC...kat atas bukit tu mmg nampak pemandangan sekitar KL...

Ngan adik aisyah...pehal lak mataku pejam ni..silau flash camera hp..huhuhu

Ngan ibu & ayah

Kitorang sampai umah mak ngah pun lam kul 10 lebey dah...so, lepak2 dulu kat umah dia....10 min sblm kul 12 tu, ktrg trus g kat area bukit tu...seyesly, ramai gler orang...yg bestnyer kitorang dpt tgk lebey dari10 pertunjukan bunga api kat sekitar area KL dr atas bukit tu..syiokk gler..

Tak nampak sgt bila dalam camera hp ni...huhuhu

Lepas tu, kitrg singgah pasar malam kat area tu before heading back to Subang Jaya...on d way nk balik tu, jalam jam gler kat jalan kuching...trus patah balik g kot damansara....nasib baik kat situ x jam...sampai umah pun kat kul 2 pagi...dahsyat btul bawak family g jln sampaikan ibu dah x larat nak bukatmata dah...hehehe....

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Expression

Salam to all,

It's been a while since my last n3...

Last months has been a very busy month for me

As i need to settle everything before taking a long leave...
Going where???
I' took 2 weeks leave from 05/12/2009 - 20/12/2009
Going to NZ for a vacation and also for my uncle's graduation...
Back to Malaysia on 19/12/2009...
I'll story bout the vacation in my next n3...
In this n3, i juz want to express my feeling bout something...
Dunno to whom to share...

Lots of things happen to me lately...
And i'm start thinking why???
I've expected this long before...
But i kept my eyes close, shut down my ears....
Believing that it will NOT happen...
And when it does...
Its hurt...
Its totally hurt....
I'm start asking myself why is this happening to me???
What have i done to deserve this???
I don't have the answers....
And please...please...please....
I deserve an explanation....a very good one...
If you dare to tell me...
I've had enough...i've face enough trouble...
So, maybe it's time for me to look forward...
Open a new book....leave everything that irritate me for the past few months behind..
What you have to do is care for yourself, your family & your closest friends...
Don't care for others as they never really care bout you...
If they really care...this will never happens....