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Salam to all,

It's been a while since my last n3...

Last months has been a very busy month for me

As i need to settle everything before taking a long leave...
Going where???
I' took 2 weeks leave from 05/12/2009 - 20/12/2009
Going to NZ for a vacation and also for my uncle's graduation...
Back to Malaysia on 19/12/2009...
I'll story bout the vacation in my next n3...
In this n3, i juz want to express my feeling bout something...
Dunno to whom to share...


Lots of things happen to me lately...
And i'm start thinking why???
I've expected this long before...
But i kept my eyes close, shut down my ears....
Believing that it will NOT happen...
And when it does...
Its hurt...
Its totally hurt....
I'm start asking myself why is this happening to me???
What have i done to deserve this???
I don't have the answers....
And please...please...please....
I deserve an explanation....a very good one...
If you dare to tell me...
I've had enough...i've face enough trouble...
So, maybe it's time for me to look forward...
Open a new book....leave everything that irritate me for the past few months behind..
What you have to do is care for yourself, your family & your closest friends...
Don't care for others as they never really care bout you...
If they really care...this will never happens....